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Beneath it All...
I suppose the trip to acceptance would be different; a loud and sudden drop of the other shoe. A gut-wrenching crash or the soft rapture of these shards hitting the floor...
But not this. Not some quiet sigh; anti-climatic and gone in a whisper.
Lost are my pretty words; like a shroud wrapped tight to keep out the world.
Forgotten are the times when I had such resolve; such force of will...
A quiet sort of grief. No, not quite the word dancing in my thoughts but vacant upon my tongue.
No what is truly here is nothing. No anger, no pain... no hatred no venom...
That which I always shied from; the fear of nothing more than my pretty lies and this mirror as my window.
Nothing but my thoughts, however random, however beyond my childish grasp.
I wish I could understand what happened, unbeknownest to me.
I wish I could pinpoint the moment when I frantically searched for that inner inferno which I never believed would burn
Stranger LoveI am not the sunlit wing-print
splayed out on the bedroom wall.
I am not the dark mass forming
in a corner of an airless hall.
I am not the viscous vengeance
where you sink your spinning wheels.
I am not the leaky bucket
hung up on your wishing well.
You are not my soul mate missing
wandering a winter's night.
You are not the sound of angels
singing by a candle's light.
You are not the rasp of fingers
fumbling with a hasp of steel.
You are not the tattered towel
soaking up the things I feel.
I am the oblivious child,
dancing where the wildflowers are.
You are my unwitting captive
lighting up a jelly jar.
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