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That is all I ever am....
It once seemed so simple.
Love as thou wilt...
Those same words my damnation.
To be hated for loving seems wrong, a jagged pit in a sour fruit.
Blamed for things beyond myself, a martyr to a cause for once NOT my own.
Lost in Darkness and in Rain, finding these old battle scars with the ease of a mother's cooling touch.
They scream for freedom. Scream to be open once more to the world, and their cries no longer fall on indifferent ears.
So long ago I believed in forever. So long did I have hope for a new and better road to travel and now it's all in shambles. Lost to my Willow tree, my Lucian in chains. Both neck deep in a viper's venom they cannot see.
Those you love hold the daggers to your heart. It's they that know when to defend or strike to the very core. And so my own is pierced clean through. Wandering, blindfolded and broken, crawling through this murky din, cursed and vilified.
The Dark and Death my only willing companions.
To draw breath is like swa
Hath No FearGiving yourself completely up to fear is kinda like falling in love: You can't pin point exactly when it started and by the time you realize that you are surrounded by that sensation it's already game over. Just like the image of the person you are in love with starts creeping out from every unexpected corner, fear never leaves your side when you give it a welcome stay. After a restless sleep, it starts beating anxiously in your heart the moment you wake up in the morning and commands all your thoughts and actions throughout the day. It is nothing short of a prison, except you are the only inmate and the warden never takes a break. Ever.
I do not exactly remember when I let fear occupy my being but I remember the exact moment when I realized I was ruled by it. It was late in the afternoon, everybody was out there 'getting busy living' and I had locked myself inside my bed half awake, not particularly finding any valid reason to get out of it. Then I was awakened from a nightmare by my
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Lilyas has dedicated herself to making our community a brighter place with her vibrant artwork and infectious enthusiasm for interacting with others in our community. It has certainly paid off, as many deviants flock to her page on a daily basis to let her know how much of an inspiration she is. We absolutely agree, and couldn't let all that hard work go without recognition, so it's with great pride that we bestow the Deviousness Award for March 2014, to ... Read More