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Beneath it allIt never goes beyond what lies in front of my eyes.
I suppose the trip to acceptance would be different; a loud and sudden drop of the other shoe. A gut-wrenching crash or the soft rapture of these shards hitting the floor...
But not this. Not some quiet sigh; anti-climatic and gone in a whisper.
Lost are my pretty words; like a shroud wrapped tight to keep out the world.
Forgotten are the times when I had such resolve; such force of will...
A quiet sort of grief. No, not quite the word dancing in my thoughts but vacant upon my tongue.
No what is truly here is nothing. No anger, no pain... no hatred no veno
SpeakI figure as though I owe him this much at least...
A few words for the man he was.
...The woman I want to be....
The disappointment I see each time I gaze upon my mirror.
I will never be good enough, in my eyes, to be the woman you wanted me to be...
My limitations and flaws seem all too real when I try to gaze through your eyes. My accomplishments always seem so small...
It has been too long since I heard you say my name with Pride.
Too long since I felt as though I made you smile, laugh...
Even though you said you were; I can never believe I do your name justice.
I try; I fight and I damn well keep my word.
All we have in this wo
JoyceHaving kicked the man in the balls and relieved him of his belongings, Joyce wasn't quite sure what to do next. She could run, but he might come after her the next minute. If she tied him up here, in the middle of nowhere, he might be eaten by wolves; or starve to death. Besides, she didn't have any rope. She could kill him... perhaps. The thought left a bitter taste in her mouth.
'What am I to do with you?' she sighed.
'Well,' he groaned while giving her a look that sent shivers down her spine, 'You can run, but that won't help you, cause I will find you! So you just wait another few minutes until I get back up again - and I mean úp- and t
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